It’s the best word I can think to describe myself right now.
Have you ever felt restless? Have you ever felt your very being bubbling with excitement and anticipation, but also confusion and panic? You know you want to do something, no you need to do something, but you just can’t figure out what that something is? You can practically feel your soul screaming out to be put to use, but you just can’t seem to figure out what to do?
Yeah, that’s me right now.
I can look at lists upon lists of things to “do when bored”, as quickly as google spits them out at me, yet none of them catch my eye. None of them sound enticing enough to spend my time on. Even the things on my own list of things to do in my free time just don’t seem right for this particular feeling.
There’s this little electric ball of energy inside of me right now, and I need to find a way to use it. The interesting part will be figuring out how.