Missing in action.
For me, more like missing, inaction.
That’s what I’ve been doing these past few days. Nothing.
I’ve been skipping class a lot lately. I can’t fathom doing anything besides things that take no mental effort.
Stress is overrunning my life, and I have no idea what to do.
It’s a cycle. I’ll be okay for a few days, then I’ll collapse and spend a day in bed feeling sorry for myself and feeling overwhelmed, and then I’ll write a bit, do some small productive things and read inspiring materials and feel better for a few days. Only for the cycle to repeat.
I dread easy, quick assignments. I dread working. I dread having to do anything that deals with responsibility.
I wish I could just drop out of life for a couple of weeks, and have absolutely nothing on my to-do list. Which is ironic, because having nothing to do makes me as equally depressed and confused. Basically, I have no clue what I want or need to feel better.
I am trying to figure out how to fix all of this, and get my life in order. Because of that, blogging has taken a slight backseat in my priorities. As this is a blog dedicated to self improvement, once I get my head back on straight, I will be eager to come back and share my experiences with you. Honestly, I haven’t even been doing anything worth a blog post lately anyways.
I hate that this is happening, but I know I’ll figure it out.
What are some of your best ways to deal with stress? Let me know in the comments.